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Just a poem

We are the keepers of the everwish,

The host of all desires

From whence there sprung the hopelessness

The love that she admires


Protectors of the crucius,

That place in time and space

Where once will fight the everwish

With all who know her face


One daughter of the question

There be no house or hand

To mask the light she breaks upon

The once will sweep the land


We guardians of the still and fire

Will douse the hint of peace

Before the moment births our faith

The factor for her light to cease

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This is for my newest fanfic idea. I feel like this one might actually make it.
So far it's just called "Draco/ Neville . Harry/ Snape," though I am thinking about calling it "Harry Potter and the Matchmaking Scheme."
It's set during HBP because I have problems writing anything after that darned book.
It's very much a coming out story with some of my favorite Snarry clichés.I'm even re-reading OtP and HBP for research.
That's all.
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Gay role model 1995.

 I'm doing some research for a Fanfic I'm beginning to write, and I'm looking for a gay role model that Harry would have been aware of during his 6th year at school.
 I was hoping for a British person. (obviously muggle or I might've made someone up).
Can anyone help me with this? I'm quite intrigued now.
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01. The first character I fell in love with: Ron

02. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Snape, I guess.

03. The character (most) everyone else loves that I don't: Harry. I hate canon Harry Potter, alot.

04. The character I love that (I think) everyone else hates: Dudley

05. The character I used to love but don't any longer: Ron, lol!

06. The character I would shag anytime: O.o This is a hard one. George and/or Luna

07. The character I want to be like:
Andromeda. or Lily.

08. The character I'd slap: None of the death Eaters or Voldy. They'd kill me. Um... Ron. OR Draco- jumpstart his bitchy gay.

09. A pairing that I love: I love quite a few pairings, but I read mostly Snarry.

10. Two pairings that I hate: Hermione/Ron and Ginny/Harry. (George/Angelina, Draco/RANDOMWTFGIRL, Luna/RANDOMWTFMAN, Neville/RANDOMBARISTA) Basically the Epilouge.

11. Favourite character: Snape. I love him the most when he's gay. :D

12. My six favourite characters: Snape, Draco, Percy, Charlie, Viktor, and Dudley. The last two are just random, and they'll probably change. Like sometimes I REALLY like Dennis Creevey.

13. My five least favourite characters: Harry, Ron, Ginny, Bellatrix, Moldywart,

14. Which character I am most like: I don't know. Some Hufflepuff... Susan or Hannah.

15. My deep, dark fandom secret: Deep and dark? I like chan, and twincest. 
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So, I signed up for a the_ass_fest and have an awesome prompt. I have a great idea on it, but I'm feeling really self-conscious about my writing. I've got at least 3,600 words and I'm not even half way done. I usually make my self write things in order, but now I've got these selected scenes and lots of "I know what's happening in between." 
I guess I'm just saying that I feel like I need a cheerleader. And a beta. My sister, who used to talk to me about everything, now hates it when I talk about fanfics. She was my beta last year for the hd_holidays, but I ended up needing another one. So I guess that didn't work last time- I guess it's a good thing that she now refuses to help me.
I need advice, and support. I need what I came here for- friendship. But I've been pretty much gone for a whole year, so I don't know where to look anymore.
Um, thanks for reading, flist, if you did! :)
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I noticed it right away...

Today I was talking about my ex-girlfriend and called her my girlfriend. It came out so easily, and we haven't dated in over a year. We've talked, though, got to know each other again.
I called her my girlfriend in the sentence "I wish my girlfriend lived in Oklahoma."
Either way, the point was that I missed her, and that I want her near. But does this little slip mean that I should finally do something about it?

I've been reading my way through Titti's Realm and I have to admit that I am not fully impressed. Some of the older stories are better, but quite a few have grammatical errors and incomplete plot lines. I should be writing fics instead of reading so many (5-7 a day?) but I'm just going to have to make myself do it.

Like homework. I haven't done homework in ages. This is bad. muuuur. I suppose I'm just on here to whine. *sighs*